:: make a change ::

..:: 12.08.2004 ::..

damn you soph

Adia I do believe I failed you
Adia I know I let you down
don't you know I tried so hard
to love you in my way
it's easy let it go...

Adia I'm empty since you left me
trying to find a way to carry on
I search myself and everyone
to see where we went wrong
'cause there's no one left to finger
there's no one here to blame
there's no one left to talk to honey
and there ain't no one to buy our innocence
'cause we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter
does it matter?

Adia I thought we could make it
but I know I can't change the way you feel
I leave you with your misery
a friend who won't betray
I pull you from your tower
I take away your pain
and show you all the beauty you possess
if you'd only let yourself believe that
we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter, does it matter?
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
'cause we are born innocent
Adia we are still
it's easy, we all falter ... but does it matter?


:: Shaa 7:03 PM [+] :: ::
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lil romeo- my baby

[Deejay] Hotline
[caller] Can I request a song?
[Deejay] Sure
[caller] "My Baby" by Lil' Romeo {*giggling*}
[Deejay] You got that

[Chorus: Lil' Romeo and a girl singing]
[G:] Oh Romeo give me a chance
[R:] Uh uhh too young I don't need a girlfriend
[G:] Walk me home from school anyway
[R:] (Heheh) O-kay
[G:] Oh Romeo the cutest boy I know
[R:] I know, I know
[G:] So let me be your.. girlfriend

[Lil' Romeo]They call me lil P, I represent the CP3
Calliope ya heard of me, straight from New Orleans
Gotta Uncle named Silkk and a Uncle named C
I been dribbling the ball since the age of 3
I got game like Coby, dunk it like Poppa P
Once I'm in the zone ain't no stoppin' me
you can jumpa baby humma girls be jockin' me
them Miller boyz wear No Limit gear from head to feet

[Bridge:]It's like that whodi (you got me crazy)
It's like that whodi (I want to be your lady)
It's like that whodi (why won't you be my baby)
It's like that whodi (can't no girl fade me)
meet me at the skatin rink

[Chorus]

[Lil' Romeo]11 years old, makin' A's and B's
and these lil mommy's can't keep their hands off me
when you see me in the streets holla "what's up doc?"
I gotta a bugs bunny chain wit a matchin' watch
I make you jump like Kris Kross, bounce like Bow
I'm the next generation, I came to lock it down
I'm a little boy, but live a big man's life
I got girls passin' up wanna be my wife
I got grown women wanna be in my life
by the time I reach 18 I'm not gon be nothin' nice
I'm that R-O-M-E-O, and after high school
I'm goin' straight to the pro's bounce,
bounce

[Chorus]

[Girl singing]Soldier boy I want u to myself
I don't want them girls around
Your the flyest thing up in here boy
and that's why it's goin down
I heard they call you Romeo
Well I'm your Jullietu must be playin hide and seek
cause boy ur hard to catch

[Chorus]

(oh Romeo)why you boys make them elbows swing
why you girls make them elbows swing[repeat 9x's]

Romeo gonna do dat thang, Romeo gonna do dat thang
Romeo gonna do dat thang, Romeo gonna do dat thang(
throw em up get em up throw em up get em up throw em up get em up what)
(Master P while saying this is for the fly girls......)
why you boys make them elbow swing why u girls make them elbows swing)
[Girls]this is for the fly girls that punk them
[Boys]this is for the fly boys that punk them
[Girls]this is for the fly girls that's bout it bout it
[Boys]this is for the fly boys that's bout it bout it

[Together]Make em sweat,make em sweat
make em sweat,make em sweat
make em sweat,make em sweat

That's all folks!

:: Shaa 6:30 PM [+] :: ::
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Breathing- Yellowcard (definitely worth the $2.50 i paid for it)

Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
And even though you are next to me I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a weight

How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you, things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a weight

:: Shaa 3:31 PM [+] :: ::
...

this could be the very minute
i'm aware i'm alive
all these places feel like home

with a name i'd never chosen
i can make my first steps
as a child of twenty-five

this is the straw, final straw
in the roof of my mouth as i lie to you
just because i'm sorry doesn't mean
i didn't enjoy it at the time

you're the only thing that i love
scares me more every day
on my knees i think clearer

goodness knows i saw it coming
or at least i'll claim i did
but in truth i'm lost for words

what have i done
its too late for that
what have i become
truth is nothing yet
a simple mistake starts the hardest time
i promise i'll do anything you ask
this time

snow patrol

:: Shaa 2:21 PM [+] :: ::
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Does he kiss your eyelids in the morning
when you start to raise your head?
And does he sing to you, incessantly,
from the space between your bed and wall?
Does he walk around all day at school,
with his feet inside your shoes?
Looking down every few steps
to pretend he walks with you?
Oh, Does he know that place below your neck
that's your favorite to be touched?
And does he cry through broken sentences like,
"I love you far too much"?
-Bright Eyes

aww

:: Shaa 10:52 PM [+] :: ::
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the darkness-- i believe in a thing called love
(i requested this song at work yesterday... it made my night)

can't explain all the feelings that you're making me feel
my heart's in overdrive and you're behind the steering wheel

Touching you, touching me
Touching you, God you're touching me
I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
Ooh!

I wanna kiss you every minute, every hour, every day
You got me in a spin but everything is A.OK!

Touching you, touching me
Touching you, God you're touching me
I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
Ooh! Guitar!

Touching you, touching me
Touching you, God you're touching me
I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
Ooh!

:: Shaa 11:15 PM [+] :: ::
...

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Snow Patrol- Run

:: Shaa 10:38 PM [+] :: ::
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rent-- halloween [mark]

How did we get here?
How the hell..pan left--
close on the steeple of the church.
How did I get here, how the hell?
Christmas!
Christmas eve, last year.
how could a night so frozen be so scalding hot?
How can a morning this mild be so raw?
Why are entire years strewn on the cutting room floor of memory
when single frames of one magic night forever flicker in close up
on the 3-D Imax of my mind.
Thats poetic-
thats pathetic.
Why did Mimi knock on Roger's door?
and Collins choose that phone booth back where Angel
set up his drums.
Why did Maureen's equiptment break down?
Why am I the witness and when I capture it
on film
does it mean that its the end and I'm alone.

:: Shaa 11:47 PM [+] :: ::
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u2- One

Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you now
You got someone to blame
You say...

One love
One life
When it's one need
In the night
One love
We get to share it
Leaves you baby if you
Don't care for it

Did I disappoint you
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well it's...

Too late
Tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We're one, but we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...

Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head

Did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing
Now it's all I got
We're one
But we're not the same
Well we
Hurt each other
Then we do it again
You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt

One love
One blood
One life
You got to do what you should
One life
With each other
Sisters
Brothers
One life
But we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...life
One

:: Shaa 10:56 PM [+] :: ::
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Ashlee Simpson- La La

You can dress me up diamonds
You can dress me up in dirt
You can throw me like a line-man
I like it better when it hurts
Oh, I have waited here for you
I have waited

You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen
on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream

You can meet me on an aero-plane
Or in the back of the bus
You can throw me like a boomerang
I'll come back and beat you up
Oh, I have waited here for you
Dont, keep me waiting

You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen
on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream

I feel safe with you
I can be myself tonight
It's alright, with you
Cuz you hold, my secrets tight
You do, You do
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la

:: Shaa 6:26 PM [+] :: ::
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